Hard times

Im trying so hard not to cry

Im trying so hard to stay strong

:'(

Dulu aku selalu menyakinkan hatiku bahawa cinta itu adalah kenyataan,

Kini...

Aku rasa ia sebuah kenangan:(

Bayang

Rindu,
Hati Ini Semakin Risau,
Jurang Perjalanan Ku,
Walau Jauh Tak Kan Berubah....

Gloomy monday

Hari ini aku mengharapkan yg indah2 tp Allah lebih mengetahui segalanya. 

Ntah berapa kali air mata jatuh menyembah bumi.

Dear self,be strong:'(

Random

Kadang2 terpaksa buat2 kuat walaupun x kuat mana...

Kadang2 terpaksa berdiam diri bila org dah tak sudi...

I wanna be happy..

Happiness,where are you? *sigh

Gone

Ku di sini menantikan janji yang hilang
Aku di sini menghitung harapan

Setiap detik tiap nafasku ada cintamu

Bagai semalam semuanya hilang
Bagai semalam semuanya hilang

:(

....

Di dalam rindu ku menangis
Di dalam kalbu ku terasa
Teringatmu di kala derita yang memisahkan kita😢

❤

New chapter, New you, I LOVE you:)

Exhausted

Semalam mcm hari2 yg lain jugak,tercari2 sport rim oren tp akhirnya jumpa hari ni...tp jmpa bawa air mata sbb aku boleh rasa benci dia,marah dia...aku tak pasti sampai bila aku diterima...mungkin juga dia dah padam aku selamanya😢

your scent

You are a strong perfume that covered up my life..ur scent moves me...you are so close yet so far...we are dreaming the dream but why we cant be together?

Sad Friday

I got no phone to communicate..so here i am wirting about my feelings,nonsense etc.Nothing much to update..same old feelings everyday..i lost the love that i craved the most..i put our picture right beside me while driving,so that i can talk to the pic everyday..mumbling alone while crying inside. Yupp,no one can heal me except Allah. I really hope He grant my wish very soon because i cant hide my sadness anymore:'(

Us?

I miss 'us' but im scared...too scared to face the truth...:'(

Shattered heart

I asked you not to leave me,but you left me in the darkness in searching of ur love....
I asked you to support my journey but you left me with no mercy in your heart....
Afterall,am i not a living human?:'(

Imy

I miss you every time i open my eyes

I miss you even when i sleep

Please tell me how to forget you

Because no matter how hard i try,i can feel you inside my broken heart:'(

you and me

i'm only 25. but life has knocked me down for a few times. It showed me several things that I never wanted to see. It changed me to the person that i'm not used to be. I experienced sadness and failures. i've been through so many bad things in life even though i always put my best foot forward. but, i've a special someone who have seen me at worst but never ever give up on me and WE have gone through all the ups and downs in life together.

 yes, it has been ages since i last updated about US. rasa macam kekok pulak nak hapdet. tapi sebab ada rasa chenta yang sangat mendalam-takkan pernah terpadam ni, ku rajin kan jari jemari untuk menyentuh abjad2 di papan kekunci atau dalam bahasa canggihnya, keyboard:P

zaman muda dulu2:P selalu terfikir apa perbezaan antara suka dan cinta. but in real life, perkataan "suka" lagi banyak diungkap dari perkataan "cinta". yelah, macam pelik pulak cakap "aku cinta makan" instead of "aku suka makan". tp kalau di relate kan pada manusia, suka dan cinta keduanya memberikan gambaran yang positif, indah tapi kadang2 menjadi ungkapan perli yang manis. ungkapan perli yang manis tu contohnya mcm ni "xpe, u buat la lagi lawak bodo tak masuk akal u tu..i suka". contoh la kan. *maaf ayat terlampau sastera:P*

but for me, nak bezakan antara cinta dan suka dengan manusia kenalah experience sendiri. dari situ baru kita tahu menilai sejauh mana makna cinta dan suka tu membuka mata kita seluas-luasnya:)

KAMI...

mula2 asalnya dari suka tapi setelah pelbagai dugaan yang datang menampar dan menerajang dalam hidup, kami kenal cinta itu apa sebenarnya.

pejam celik pejam celik dah tiga tahun sama2 belajar jadi dewasa. dah tiga tahun berperang dengan pelbagai mehnah dan ujian tapi hati tetap setia.dan berharap ia akan terus setia sampai bila-bila. sampai syurga.

kami ber-habisan wang ringgit bersama, pokai pun bersama, susah senang semuanya bersama. walau kadang2 teruji dengan emosi, walau seringkali jatuh tersungkur menyembah bumi. alhamdulillah berkat doa bersama, KAMI masih ada.

Me without you is like

A sneaker without laces,

A geek without braces,

And a sentence without spaces.

ini secebis coretan hati. selebihnya hanya Dia yang mengetahui betapa hati ini berharap diciptakan untuk melengkapkan hati yang satu lagi:)) i heart u love. thanks for loving me. thanks for everything. jangan pernah berubah dan jangan pernah letih berdoa untuk KITA:')

It's time to wake up!

It's been a while since my last update on this blog. i wanted to blog about what i've been doing all this while but...ah...just forget it. btw, I'm officially engaged to my master thesis. So right now i'm busy with the data collection and of course i have a lot of things that need to be done. However, this fat lazy girl always procrastinating and expecting that she'll be graduated in May 2013. like seriously?? such a daydreamer! daydreamer is my permanent job actually:') there are so many dreams to be achieved yet i'm still stuck in a place called wonderland (which is most of the time lying on bed). at this moment, no salary but once i accomplished those dreams in shaa Allah everything will be fine in the future. so hey, it's time to wake up!


so, here is a very simple resolution for myself:

BE MORE PRODUCTIVE!

yeahhh :)

My new shopping addiction-ThePopLook!

I'm a shopaholic person. Yes, i love to shop and currently i'm having a new shopping addiction at thepoplook.com. There are so many reasons of why i love to do online shopping at thepoplook. One of the reasons is because they have really nice and gorgeous dresses,skirts and tops. The designs are very fashionable and their beauty fits any occasion. Seriously, i'm in love with every piece of them. So, this new addiction is killing me and my moneyyy,obviously. ha ha!


So, let's see the stuff that i've bought from thepoplook..

From left: Classic Polka Print Penny Chiffon maxi dress, Randy maxi dress, Princess Jasmine maxi dress and Green Penny Chiffon maxi dress:D

told ya!

Oh i wish i had lots of money:P

Girls, ThePopLook is the most trusted online shopping store of where you can find lots of dazzling dresses and tops with reasonable price:D

me in Classic Polka Print Penny Chiffon maxi dress:)

so, why poplook?

because they never fail to impress me with their wonderful designs:D

hello bloggie:P

currently i'm still thinking of what to update here. there are so many stories to unfold yet still finding perfect time to blog. really miss spending precious moment with this blog because i believe here is the only place of where my thoughts are well-written. so, am looking forward to update in here. wish me luck:P


p/s: Dear blog, please take me back to the person that i used to be...

bersawang!

rasa pelik nak menaip sebab dah lama tak update blog. so many things happened in my life and there are a lot of happiness to be shared. wait, will update soon:))




p/s: as my supervisor has approved my thesis proposal, i'm gonna fight for it probably in July. praying so hard to achieve the best result! :DD