ima amalina..this is me no doubt!

Wordless Wednesday

LOVE comes with the most unexpected person. in the most unexpected place. at the most unexpected time.

but then, the most unexpected person can also be a total stranger...

i wasn't in a good mood last nite. i read up all my older posts and came across a post that i love the most. it was a post in May 2010. yup, it has been a year back since now is already 2012. why is time moving too fast? why some people change? questions that left me asking myself for how many times, i also don't know. but, to hang on for too long is not easy when you are the only one who got the courage to love. i found myself dying everyday with all the harsh words. yes, you always put blame on me. no matter how hard i try to fix things, you always come and broke them into pieces. i annoyed you so much with all the baby-ish attitude of mine. i always cry whenever my heart hurts. yes, that is totally me, hoping for someone's attention and that someone is definitely you.

now you have purfect someone for you to adore. unlike me, i'm still here adoring you not someone else. i can't deny the fact that she is so beautiful and likable as to be compared to me, an ugly duckling. even though i put the most beautiful dress on me, still i can't be like her. "dah tak ade yg lagi perfect ke nak pakai??" well, remember that? that was your comment on my outfit before we went to KLCC. again, i can't be like her. i'm tired living in someone else's shadow. it is hard to do something when your heart doesn't really want to. because of you i deactivated myself from social networking sites except this blog coz here i can share my feelings and it does comfort me even for a while.

trust me, human love is like chocolate because the pleasure doesn't last..

and

Love and Chocolate can spoil at any point of time.

Then its time to move on to another brand, another kind.

Maybe it wasn't a real chocolate or real love to begin with at all period.

Seriously people,esp women, gotta watch this!:)

ohsemm rite?

it's all about food!

seriously semuanya homemade:)

nasi goreng pattaya

mee kari which my sis yg cooked. delicious!:)

nasi putih with masak lemak cili api nangka plus sambal belacan which my beloved mum yg cooked. sumpah sedap tersangat-sangat!:D

this is my sis punye recipe..cup cakes yg kiut miut

tudia..ni my mum punya topping..xnak kalah..hihi

ni pulak my second attempt at making pavlova. not bad uhh??

janji satisfied! hahaha

alhamdulillah, Allah limpahkan rezeki kepada kami dan peluang untuk merasai kebahagiaan bersama keluarga tercinta:))

nasi lemak

this morning, i had nasi lemak for breakfast. suddenly craves for it.selalunya i won't take ayam goreng tapi terpaksa ambil sebab paru tak ada pulak (ceh,terpaksa kunun). lunch dah tak makan sebab rasa mcm dah ter-overloaded dengan nasi lemak. then, trus pergi resource room untuk continue refine literature review. bayangkanlah suhu dalam bilik tu macam suhu dekat Genting Highland, lepas makan nasi lemak pulak tu, memang dye punya kick sampaikan tengok laptop pun boleh nampak bantal busuk. syaiton bukan seekor lagi dah malah berekor2 duk bergayut kat bulu mata. bila dah sampai tahap tak boleh nak bla, trus tadah tangan baca doa belajar. hamek kau syaiton, free2 terbakor. dush2!! finally, berkat doa tu mata trus boleh bertahan sampai pukul 5. alhamdulillah:D

moral: nama pun nasi lemak, banyak lemak, memang pemalas la kau nyah bile lepas tu nak study-.-! next time,please avoid eating unhealthy meal before study:)

sekadar memuaskan hati sendiri yang sedang menangis. ha ha-.-

sekarang ni diri sedang menanges tak berlagu sambil hentak2 kaki sebab lama menunggu duit MARA masuk tapi tak masuk2 lagi. hari2 check duit kt atm walaupun sudah mengetahui akibatnya. kesian kad atm tu,jangan patah sudah sebab terlalu gelojoh nak check balance duet yang ada dalam bank..pfftt-.-! nasib ada seorang sahabat yg chomel yg tolong register-kan online banking untuk saya. so x payahlah nak susah2 pegi atm semata2 nk check duet yg entah bila la akan wujud. ~~loser weh~~-.-!!

ini kisah pertama bile duet tu dah wujud dalam bank saya:D

first thing first mestilah nak bagi kt my mum and dad yang dah banyak loan-kan duet sepanjang amek masters ni. walaupun diorang tak anggap duet yg diorang bagi tu sbg loan, saya tetap akan membayar balik duet itu walaupun secara ansuran:)

ini kisah kedua yang tak berapa bermoral sangat. hihi:P

iaitu my shopping lists! buat pengetahuan semua saya bukanlah nak menjadi manusia yang paling boros dalam dunia ~~ceh,tak nak mengaku ni:P~~ just memang dah lama craves nak beli benda2 ni:)

so, here my shopping lists:

1. Perfume

Tommy Hilfiger for Her-fresh and sexayy

Black XS for her Paco Rabbane-warm and sensual

Incanto Charms Salvatore Ferragamo for Women-cool and juicy

rasa macam nak beli Tommy Hilfiger. Paco Rabanne pun cm best. Incanto pun cm suweet2 je bau die.

nanti try test semua sekali lah. ~~habes la hidung aku kembang kincup time nk beli perfume nanti~~

2.Hand-bag

Fossil Emilia Frame Backpack-seriously i'm in love with the style! plus the beautiful brown which happened to be my favorite color :D

Fossil Maddox Flap Handbag-wei, hijau betul! tapi sumpah lawa T__T

beli dua2 jelah. ada bran??? ha ha

3. Jeans

Levis Women Slight Curve Straight Jeans-dari dulu, jenis ni je yang saya suka:)

4. Long-shirt

Topshop Laurel Shirt by Motel

Zara long shirt

tak adalah nak sebijik2 macam dalam dua gambar ni tapi memang prefer yang jenis labuh dan sopan:)

cukup setakat ini sahaja. lagi panjang saya update pasal shopping lists, lagi terseksa jiwa dan raga sebab am totally living wit no money in my pocket rite now. ok,tipu. ada la duet tapi lepas untuk beli jajan je. ngeeee:P

mari teruskan berdoa agar duet masuk lepas spuloh minit saya publish entry yang sungguh kasihan ni-.-!!

till then. have a gud day peeps:)