motivation?

hellooo everybodyyy!
ceh, bajet mat salleh pulak:P

now, tengah struggle gile kencang untuk DRP bulan lima ni. DRP tu Defense of Research Proposal. baru nak defend u ollssss. urghhh, ada lebih kurang sebulan lebih je lagi. by right i should be mentally and emotionally prepared lah. please pray for me peeps:D

tak pernah terfikir pun akan continue studies di peringkat sarjana dalam professional communication area sebab masa kecik2 dulu cita-cita nak jadi doktor, jurutera, ha ha. cita-cita masa kecik2 nak gempak je kan. ingat nak jadi doktor tu macam kupas kuaci pastu masuk dalam mulut ke? *tibe*. paling tak boleh handle nak jadi pramugari. hahahahaha. memang tak layak lah sebab muka tak berapa nak hensem. eh? :P

sekarang saya realized, nak jadi apa pun kalau takda usaha umpama sengaja sabotaj diri sendiri. yelah, cuba bayangkan kalau kita tengah kelaparan, makanan kat atas meja tapi malas nak gerakkan muscle2 untuk bangun, dapat ke makan makanan tu?  unless mintak tolong orang lain ambilkan makanan tu. memang sumpah, pemalas kau tahap buaya lah kan. kesian buaya-__-!

so, ladies and gentlemen, always strive for the best if nak achieve sumting dalam hidup. orang yang beritahu ini pun dua kali sepuluh juga. hihi:DD

nak apa pun kena usaha okay? xmoh malas2. haipppp :P

nyte everyone:)

“This is a fantastic feeling”-Fernando Alonso:D

"anggaplah yang telah berlaku itu sebagai kenangan pahit, nobody's perfect, so why do we want to make it even worse. no need rite?" :)

nak hupdate pasal F1 aritu, nanti2 lah ye. heee:DD

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cukup sampai sini saja. aku takkan merayu lagi sebab aku yakin Tuhan sudah tetapkan seseorang untuk aku. terima kasih untuk segalanya.

delicious

cukup sekadar gambar...

:)

mane awk yg dulu?

bangun pagi, air mata masih lagi bersisa...yg pasti hanya Dia yg mengetahui...

peristiwa 2 tahun lalu kembali lagi

ya Allah, jgn duga aku lagi, aku tak mampu

:(

maaf, diri ini tidak kuat lagi. saya tahu pengorbanan saya tak seberapa. tak mengapa kalau awk lupa:)

:(

why u always be the one who understand me?

"you are still precious in the eyes of the One that created you =)"

i miss me, i really miss my comfort zone:(

p/s: Tuhan, tolong lindungi hamba Mu ini dari kesedihan yang melampau:(

K-L-C-C

Morning universe!!! just had roti pisang for breakfast. burpp, alhamdulillah. morning yang sangat productive sebab today saya bersarapan dengan sekeping roti. hek eleh, ape yang productive nya? productive sebab actually i'm a bread hater dan selalunya bangun2 je terus lunch. buruk perangai, i know it. muahaha:P

oklah, nak cerita pasal semalam. semalam since my sis ada meeting dekat office, me and mum pun ikut skali pergi KLCC sebab saya nak tukar tali jam. tali jam saya putus. baru saja beli bulan lepas. hmmm. dah sampai sana terus menuju ke Fossil. lucky me because i got a new watch. diorag ganti jam saya sebab tali jam tu putus disebabkan kelalaian salesgirl kt Fossil tu. yeay! jam baru. ceh, padahal jenis yang sama je. heee.

gua sayang sama lu. jangan putus tali lagi ok! #WarkahCintaMatrock

lepas tukar tali jam, saya pun heret mak pergi jalan2 kat Isetan. she bought a shoe there. kebetulan semalam kt KLCC ada F1 punya show kt foyer tengah. apa lagi, serbu sana ambil2 gambar:D

here's the pictures...

model2 kereta yang tersangatlah howtt...ciptaan Tuhan...:)

my luvly mommy! mak lagi howt dari kereta tu. hihi

introducing my brother in law:D

kat situ ada jugak booth2 kecil jual tshirt,cap, and macam2 lagi. my mum bought a mercedes tshirt for my dad. suweeet kan? :)

so, afta walked around, perut pun adah lapar and kami pun pergi cari makanan sementara tunggu my sis abes meeting.

before balik sempat lagi snap few pictures.keh2

model pokok:D

pose mcm ni cover gemuks:P

ni dah nak balik dah.

beautiful day yesterday:)

till then.

warning!

Recently, me and encik hati manis went to Sunway Pyramid. objektif ke situ adalah semata2 untuk follow up dengan consultant Clinique dan membayar bill talipon yg sekian lama tertunggak. heee:P

encik hati manis telah memberi amaran keras kepada saya supaya tidak sesekali membuang masa di situ terlalu lama. hampa . eh, tapi kenapa ayat nak skema ni:P

so, after went to Clinique and pay the bills, tiba-tiba ternampak butik Puma. encik hati manis terus tergoda dan terus menarik lengan saya. ok, lama dekat situ sebab encik siap me-ne-rai (mencuba) semua design puma ferrari yg ade. fine, buat muka tak bersalah. padahal dia yang bagi amaran jangan lama2 kt situ . so, saya pun mengambil kesempatan me-ne-rai seluar yg tiba2 ada less 50%. ah, bohonglah tiba2. hehe. niat di hati nak beli kasut jugak sebab mana aci encik sorang yang beli. tapi mengenangkan saya baru je beli kasut puma tahun lepas. tapi malagnya kasut tu telah dilenyek oleh pintu automatic kt pavillion. sedih . xpelah, tunggu design mini cooper ngn bmw kuar dulu. mane tahu kot2 lagi cun. so, last2, encik decide untuk beli puma ferrari yang di idam2 kan oleh dia selama ini:P

merah menyala u ollss....:D

okay laa...tengok dia bahagia je dapat kasut, saya pun tumpang bahagia. tapi bahagia saya ada makna sebab saya pun secara "sengaja" shopping seluar. *gelak setan*

see, told ya! cardigan tu x beli kt puma beli kat radioactive:)

tapi...tapi...tapi...banyak pulak tapi. tapi saya bukan shopping seluar ngn cardigan jer, saya telah membazirkan wang membeli dua benda di bawah ni-_____-!!

yeah, eyeliner dan juga rantai labuh:P

kesimpulan dari cerita ini sebenarnya dua-dua sama naik saja. si pemberi amaran dan juga si penerima amaran. kononya tak nak buang masa dan juga duit. akhirnya terbuang juga kedua2 nya hi hi. ape pun, alhamdulillah:)

balik dengan hati yang sangat puas:D

p/s : shopping mall adalah tempat yg patut dihindari:P

greatest surrender

neva expected the surprise. yes, you are unexpected :)

Ya Allah, aku tidak mampu:( berikan aku kekuatan ya Allah...

Wordless Wednesday

LOVE comes with the most unexpected person. in the most unexpected place. at the most unexpected time.

but then, the most unexpected person can also be a total stranger...

i wasn't in a good mood last nite. i read up all my older posts and came across a post that i love the most. it was a post in May 2010. yup, it has been a year back since now is already 2012. why is time moving too fast? why some people change? questions that left me asking myself for how many times, i also don't know. but, to hang on for too long is not easy when you are the only one who got the courage to love.  i found myself dying everyday with all the harsh words. yes, you always put blame on me. no matter how hard i try to fix things, you always come and broke them into pieces. i annoyed you so much with all the baby-ish attitude of mine. i always cry whenever my heart hurts. yes, that is totally me, hoping for someone's attention and that someone is definitely you.

now you have purfect someone for you to adore. unlike me, i'm still here adoring you not someone else. i can't deny the fact that she is so beautiful and likable as to be compared to me, an ugly duckling. even though i put the most beautiful dress on me, still i can't be like her. "dah tak ade yg lagi perfect ke nak pakai??" well, remember that? that was your comment on my outfit before we went to KLCC. again, i can't be like her. i'm tired living in someone else's shadow. it is hard to do something when your heart doesn't really want to. because of you i deactivated myself from social networking sites except this blog coz here i can share my feelings and it does comfort me even for a while.

trust me, human love is like chocolate because the pleasure doesn't last..

and 

Love and Chocolate can spoil at any point of time.

Then its time to move on to another brand, another kind.

Maybe it wasn't a real chocolate or real love to begin with at all period.