It's time to wake up!

It's been a while since my last update on this blog. i wanted to blog about what i've been doing all this while but...ah...just forget it. btw, I'm officially engaged to my master thesis. So right now i'm busy with the data collection and of course i have a lot of things that need to be done. However, this fat lazy girl always procrastinating and expecting that she'll be graduated in May 2013. like seriously?? such a daydreamer! daydreamer is my permanent job actually:') there are so many dreams to be achieved yet i'm still stuck in a place called wonderland (which is most of the time lying on bed). at this moment, no salary but once i accomplished those dreams in shaa Allah everything will be fine in the future. so hey, it's time to wake up!


so, here is a very simple resolution for myself:

BE MORE PRODUCTIVE!

yeahhh :)

My new shopping addiction-ThePopLook!

I'm a shopaholic person. Yes, i love to shop and currently i'm having a new shopping addiction at thepoplook.com. There are so many reasons of why i love to do online shopping at thepoplook. One of the reasons is because they have really nice and gorgeous dresses,skirts and tops. The designs are very fashionable and their beauty fits any occasion. Seriously, i'm in love with every piece of them. So, this new addiction is killing me and my moneyyy,obviously. ha ha!


So, let's see the stuff that i've bought from thepoplook..

From left: Classic Polka Print Penny Chiffon maxi dress, Randy maxi dress, Princess Jasmine maxi dress and Green Penny Chiffon maxi dress:D

told ya!

Oh i wish i had lots of money:P

Girls, ThePopLook is the most trusted online shopping store of where you can find lots of dazzling dresses and tops with reasonable price:D

me in Classic Polka Print Penny Chiffon maxi dress:)

so, why poplook?

because they never fail to impress me with their wonderful designs:D

hello bloggie:P

currently i'm still thinking of what to update here. there are so many stories to unfold yet still finding perfect time to blog. really miss spending precious moment with this blog because i believe here is the only place of where my thoughts are well-written. so, am looking forward to update in here. wish me luck:P


p/s: Dear blog, please take me back to the person that i used to be...

bersawang!

rasa pelik nak menaip sebab dah lama tak update blog. so many things happened in my life and there are a lot of happiness to be shared. wait, will update soon:))




p/s: as my supervisor has approved my thesis proposal, i'm gonna fight for it probably in July. praying so hard to achieve the best result! :DD

:|

I hate how people say "i'm here for you" when really they aren't. i hear those words and i just brush it off. if they were there for me, they would of been there all those times i felt apart :|

every time people need me, without any hesitation, i always be there for them but when my time comes, where are though?

don't be like this. i'm also a human. please understand that i also need someone when i don't have enuff strength to carry on. 

i don't mind helping people when they're in need. i don't mind sharing because i love to do so.

but sometimes, i need you people at least to put smile on my face. yes, at least...

it's not me who only pays attention to your story, problem or what not...it doesn't work like that dear..

it's us to face it together...

i wish you were in my shoes because only then you can feel the pain that i've been going through.

i'm sorry but picking up the stars alone somehow really testing the limits :|

kau, aku

kisah kau dan aku mungkin sudah berlalu

senyumlah walau terluka

ketawalah walau sengsara

realiti tak lagi seindah memori

hati tak lagi sekukuh besi

pasrah dalam menyerah

gigih walau pedih

moga ada yang sudi nanti

moga lebih di hargai

di sini hanya sementara

di sana pasti untuk selamanya :)

random thoughts

this morning i went to my "beloved" faculty with the greatest intention-reading journals and bla..bla..

but...

just tahan for 20 minutes. ha ha ha:P

wanna know why?

its because i can't stand sitting with people starring at me like i'm a huge alien or vice versa:P

who cares btw?

so, i left...

sampai rumah, hati puas:DD

lying on the floor for few minutes while reading few articles and journals

distraction again...

perut lapar..but i'd promised to myself to save money as much as possible. urghhhh...

then, encik called me, telling that he's eating fried spaghetti.

well, i can hear on the other side that he was heavenly enjoying the spaghetti. thanks encik! pffftt

teringin=.=

sadly, i just have a packet of maggie left...pathetic=.-

i miss home:(

i miss someone who always care about me:(

still remember? i miss those moments-___-

how about you dear?

motivation?

hellooo everybodyyy!
ceh, bajet mat salleh pulak:P

now, tengah struggle gile kencang untuk DRP bulan lima ni. DRP tu Defense of Research Proposal. baru nak defend u ollssss. urghhh, ada lebih kurang sebulan lebih je lagi. by right i should be mentally and emotionally prepared lah. please pray for me peeps:D

tak pernah terfikir pun akan continue studies di peringkat sarjana dalam professional communication area sebab masa kecik2 dulu cita-cita nak jadi doktor, jurutera, ha ha. cita-cita masa kecik2 nak gempak je kan. ingat nak jadi doktor tu macam kupas kuaci pastu masuk dalam mulut ke? *tibe*. paling tak boleh handle nak jadi pramugari. hahahahaha. memang tak layak lah sebab muka tak berapa nak hensem. eh? :P

sekarang saya realized, nak jadi apa pun kalau takda usaha umpama sengaja sabotaj diri sendiri. yelah, cuba bayangkan kalau kita tengah kelaparan, makanan kat atas meja tapi malas nak gerakkan muscle2 untuk bangun, dapat ke makan makanan tu?  unless mintak tolong orang lain ambilkan makanan tu. memang sumpah, pemalas kau tahap buaya lah kan. kesian buaya-__-!

so, ladies and gentlemen, always strive for the best if nak achieve sumting dalam hidup. orang yang beritahu ini pun dua kali sepuluh juga. hihi:DD

nak apa pun kena usaha okay? xmoh malas2. haipppp :P

nyte everyone:)

“This is a fantastic feeling”-Fernando Alonso:D

"anggaplah yang telah berlaku itu sebagai kenangan pahit, nobody's perfect, so why do we want to make it even worse. no need rite?" :)

nak hupdate pasal F1 aritu, nanti2 lah ye. heee:DD

...

cukup sampai sini saja. aku takkan merayu lagi sebab aku yakin Tuhan sudah tetapkan seseorang untuk aku. terima kasih untuk segalanya.

delicious

cukup sekadar gambar...

:)

mane awk yg dulu?

bangun pagi, air mata masih lagi bersisa...yg pasti hanya Dia yg mengetahui...

peristiwa 2 tahun lalu kembali lagi

ya Allah, jgn duga aku lagi, aku tak mampu

:(

maaf, diri ini tidak kuat lagi. saya tahu pengorbanan saya tak seberapa. tak mengapa kalau awk lupa:)

:(

why u always be the one who understand me?

"you are still precious in the eyes of the One that created you =)"

i miss me, i really miss my comfort zone:(

p/s: Tuhan, tolong lindungi hamba Mu ini dari kesedihan yang melampau:(

K-L-C-C

Morning universe!!! just had roti pisang for breakfast. burpp, alhamdulillah. morning yang sangat productive sebab today saya bersarapan dengan sekeping roti. hek eleh, ape yang productive nya? productive sebab actually i'm a bread hater dan selalunya bangun2 je terus lunch. buruk perangai, i know it. muahaha:P

oklah, nak cerita pasal semalam. semalam since my sis ada meeting dekat office, me and mum pun ikut skali pergi KLCC sebab saya nak tukar tali jam. tali jam saya putus. baru saja beli bulan lepas. hmmm. dah sampai sana terus menuju ke Fossil. lucky me because i got a new watch. diorag ganti jam saya sebab tali jam tu putus disebabkan kelalaian salesgirl kt Fossil tu. yeay! jam baru. ceh, padahal jenis yang sama je. heee.

gua sayang sama lu. jangan putus tali lagi ok! #WarkahCintaMatrock

lepas tukar tali jam, saya pun heret mak pergi jalan2 kat Isetan. she bought a shoe there. kebetulan semalam kt KLCC ada F1 punya show kt foyer tengah. apa lagi, serbu sana ambil2 gambar:D

here's the pictures...

model2 kereta yang tersangatlah howtt...ciptaan Tuhan...:)

my luvly mommy! mak lagi howt dari kereta tu. hihi

introducing my brother in law:D

kat situ ada jugak booth2 kecil jual tshirt,cap, and macam2 lagi. my mum bought a mercedes tshirt for my dad. suweeet kan? :)

so, afta walked around, perut pun adah lapar and kami pun pergi cari makanan sementara tunggu my sis abes meeting.

before balik sempat lagi snap few pictures.keh2

model pokok:D

pose mcm ni cover gemuks:P

ni dah nak balik dah.

beautiful day yesterday:)

till then.

warning!

Recently, me and encik hati manis went to Sunway Pyramid. objektif ke situ adalah semata2 untuk follow up dengan consultant Clinique dan membayar bill talipon yg sekian lama tertunggak. heee:P

encik hati manis telah memberi amaran keras kepada saya supaya tidak sesekali membuang masa di situ terlalu lama. hampa . eh, tapi kenapa ayat nak skema ni:P

so, after went to Clinique and pay the bills, tiba-tiba ternampak butik Puma. encik hati manis terus tergoda dan terus menarik lengan saya. ok, lama dekat situ sebab encik siap me-ne-rai (mencuba) semua design puma ferrari yg ade. fine, buat muka tak bersalah. padahal dia yang bagi amaran jangan lama2 kt situ . so, saya pun mengambil kesempatan me-ne-rai seluar yg tiba2 ada less 50%. ah, bohonglah tiba2. hehe. niat di hati nak beli kasut jugak sebab mana aci encik sorang yang beli. tapi mengenangkan saya baru je beli kasut puma tahun lepas. tapi malagnya kasut tu telah dilenyek oleh pintu automatic kt pavillion. sedih . xpelah, tunggu design mini cooper ngn bmw kuar dulu. mane tahu kot2 lagi cun. so, last2, encik decide untuk beli puma ferrari yang di idam2 kan oleh dia selama ini:P

merah menyala u ollss....:D

okay laa...tengok dia bahagia je dapat kasut, saya pun tumpang bahagia. tapi bahagia saya ada makna sebab saya pun secara "sengaja" shopping seluar. *gelak setan*

see, told ya! cardigan tu x beli kt puma beli kat radioactive:)

tapi...tapi...tapi...banyak pulak tapi. tapi saya bukan shopping seluar ngn cardigan jer, saya telah membazirkan wang membeli dua benda di bawah ni-_____-!!

yeah, eyeliner dan juga rantai labuh:P

kesimpulan dari cerita ini sebenarnya dua-dua sama naik saja. si pemberi amaran dan juga si penerima amaran. kononya tak nak buang masa dan juga duit. akhirnya terbuang juga kedua2 nya hi hi. ape pun, alhamdulillah:)

balik dengan hati yang sangat puas:D

p/s : shopping mall adalah tempat yg patut dihindari:P

greatest surrender

neva expected the surprise. yes, you are unexpected :)

Ya Allah, aku tidak mampu:( berikan aku kekuatan ya Allah...

Wordless Wednesday

LOVE comes with the most unexpected person. in the most unexpected place. at the most unexpected time.

but then, the most unexpected person can also be a total stranger...

i wasn't in a good mood last nite. i read up all my older posts and came across a post that i love the most. it was a post in May 2010. yup, it has been a year back since now is already 2012. why is time moving too fast? why some people change? questions that left me asking myself for how many times, i also don't know. but, to hang on for too long is not easy when you are the only one who got the courage to love.  i found myself dying everyday with all the harsh words. yes, you always put blame on me. no matter how hard i try to fix things, you always come and broke them into pieces. i annoyed you so much with all the baby-ish attitude of mine. i always cry whenever my heart hurts. yes, that is totally me, hoping for someone's attention and that someone is definitely you.

now you have purfect someone for you to adore. unlike me, i'm still here adoring you not someone else. i can't deny the fact that she is so beautiful and likable as to be compared to me, an ugly duckling. even though i put the most beautiful dress on me, still i can't be like her. "dah tak ade yg lagi perfect ke nak pakai??" well, remember that? that was your comment on my outfit before we went to KLCC. again, i can't be like her. i'm tired living in someone else's shadow. it is hard to do something when your heart doesn't really want to. because of you i deactivated myself from social networking sites except this blog coz here i can share my feelings and it does comfort me even for a while.

trust me, human love is like chocolate because the pleasure doesn't last..

and 

Love and Chocolate can spoil at any point of time.

Then its time to move on to another brand, another kind.

Maybe it wasn't a real chocolate or real love to begin with at all period.

Seriously people,esp women, gotta watch this!:)

ohsemm rite?

:)

it's all about food!

seriously semuanya homemade:)

nasi goreng pattaya

mee kari which my sis yg cooked. delicious!:)

nasi putih with masak lemak cili api nangka plus sambal belacan which my beloved mum yg cooked. sumpah sedap tersangat-sangat!:D

this is my sis punye recipe..cup cakes yg kiut miut

tudia..ni my mum punya topping..xnak kalah..hihi

ni pulak my second attempt at making pavlova. not bad uhh??

janji satisfied! hahaha

alhamdulillah, Allah limpahkan rezeki kepada kami dan peluang untuk merasai kebahagiaan bersama keluarga tercinta:))

nasi lemak

this morning, i had nasi lemak for breakfast. suddenly craves for it.selalunya i won't take ayam goreng tapi terpaksa ambil sebab paru tak ada pulak (ceh,terpaksa kunun). lunch dah tak makan sebab rasa mcm dah ter-overloaded dengan nasi lemak. then, trus pergi resource room untuk continue refine literature review. bayangkanlah suhu dalam bilik tu macam suhu dekat Genting Highland, lepas makan nasi lemak pulak tu, memang dye punya kick sampaikan tengok laptop pun boleh nampak bantal busuk. syaiton bukan seekor lagi dah malah berekor2 duk bergayut kat bulu mata. bila dah sampai tahap tak boleh nak bla, trus tadah tangan baca doa belajar. hamek kau syaiton, free2 terbakor. dush2!! finally, berkat doa tu mata trus boleh bertahan sampai pukul 5. alhamdulillah:D


moral: nama pun nasi lemak, banyak lemak, memang pemalas la kau nyah bile lepas tu nak study-.-! next time,please avoid eating unhealthy meal before study:)

sekadar memuaskan hati sendiri yang sedang menangis. ha ha-.-

sekarang ni diri sedang menanges tak berlagu sambil hentak2 kaki sebab lama menunggu duit MARA masuk tapi tak masuk2 lagi. hari2 check duit kt atm walaupun sudah mengetahui akibatnya. kesian kad atm tu,jangan patah sudah sebab terlalu gelojoh nak check balance duet yang ada dalam bank..pfftt-.-! nasib ada seorang sahabat yg chomel yg tolong register-kan online banking untuk saya. so x payahlah nak susah2 pegi atm semata2 nk check duet yg entah bila la akan wujud. loser weh-.-!!

ini kisah pertama bile duet tu dah wujud dalam bank saya:D 

first thing first mestilah nak bagi kt my mum and dad yang dah banyak loan-kan duet sepanjang amek masters ni. walaupun diorang tak anggap duet yg diorang bagi tu sbg loan, saya tetap akan membayar balik duet itu walaupun secara ansuran:)

ini kisah kedua yang tak berapa bermoral sangat. hihi:P

iaitu my shopping lists! buat pengetahuan semua saya bukanlah nak menjadi manusia yang paling boros dalam dunia ceh,tak nak mengaku ni:P just memang dah lama craves nak beli benda2 ni:)

so, here my shopping lists:

1. Perfume

Tommy Hilfiger for Her-fresh and sexayy

Black XS for her Paco Rabbane-warm and sensual

Incanto Charms Salvatore Ferragamo for Women-cool and juicy

rasa macam nak beli Tommy Hilfiger. Paco Rabanne pun cm best. Incanto pun cm suweet2 je bau die. 

nanti try test semua sekali lah. habes la hidung aku kembang kincup time nk beli perfume nanti

2.Hand-bag

Fossil Emilia Frame Backpack-seriously i'm in love with the style! plus the beautiful brown which happened to be my favorite color :D

Fossil Maddox Flap Handbag-wei, hijau betul! tapi sumpah lawa T__T

beli dua2 jelah. ada bran??? ha ha

3. Jeans

Levis Women Slight Curve Straight Jeans-dari dulu, jenis ni je yang saya suka:)

4. Long-shirt

Topshop Laurel Shirt by Motel

Zara long shirt

tak adalah nak sebijik2 macam dalam dua gambar ni tapi memang prefer yang jenis labuh dan sopan:)

cukup setakat ini sahaja. lagi panjang saya update pasal shopping lists, lagi terseksa jiwa dan raga sebab am totally living wit no money in my pocket rite now. ok,tipu. ada la duet tapi lepas untuk beli jajan je. ngeeee:P

mari teruskan berdoa agar duet masuk lepas spuloh minit saya publish entry yang sungguh kasihan ni-.-!!

till then. have a gud day peeps:)

1/1/2012

suddenly i feel like to open my blog to public again.

don't know why..its just that my brain keep forcing me to do so:P

Last Sunday i had a great birthday celebration. it was a surprise birthday party actually. not many willing to come but it still made my day:)

here's some pictures taken during that day:)

thanks to my mr purfect for the delicious cake and luvly purse!

(taun depan nak purse ferragamo pulak tau! haha:P)

then pergi jalan2 mancing ikan kat aquaria KLCC:D

the following day, my brother in law blanje lunch kt seoul garden. tarikh lahir kami sama! cool kan:D 

 Thank you Allah for giving me another opportunity to live

It is very pleasure to be in 2012:)

May this year bring happiness and joy to everyone. insyaAllah:)